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New look!
I finally changed the theme! I was sick of the stark white background and well, it was getting old to look at. Tweaked some colours here and there, and added image headers of my character Ivan, who I created in early 2003. 💜 His red hair fits the colours. I…
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I’m an asshole
I’m apparently out to destroy my own finances again. I have a deep, burning desire to have something to look forward to. Things feel dire. I’m isolated again. And so, I spend money I don’t have. I don’t know why I react this way. But yeah, I don’t have anyone…
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Christmas and other things
First, I must gloat. My credit score went up to 770. 👍 No one else cares, but I love that for me 😬 I had Christmas with mom and dad on Christmas Eve, as has been tradition since I was a kid, because dad always had to work Christmas Day.…
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Mom hit a stop sign. With the rental car. Police came and checked everything out, and some men removed the part of the fender that was hanging off so we could drive. I told her I’d drive, but she turned me down as usual. She said it made her nervous…
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Never tell me the odds!
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Dad came home Sunday and acted a lot better than I anticipated! I am super happy for that. I can actually kind of hold a conversation with him but I have to shout to get his attention. It’s been like that for a couple of years now, but I was…
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Sweet fancy Moses.
Mom drove the SUV into a culvert. The airbags deployed and it was terrifying. When I had the 2003 accident, I was in the backseat with no seatbelt. Stupid, I know, but I was extremely shaken and upset. I obviously did not get hit with the airbag. Well, I found…
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Diagnosis.
So, dad’s biopsy results. It’s got some stupid ass long name. Metastatic something something carcinoma. A liver cancer. Not curable. Mom told me and I cried for a while. The oncologists at Levine are coming up with a treatment plan. He’s doing physical therapy right now. I don’t know how…
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THANK FUCK, dad got the biopsy today. I don’t know how long it takes to definitively say what it is. Mom says she’s coming home tomorrow! My uncle is picking her up and bringing her back. I’m really looking forward to seeing her, even though we butt heads a lot.…
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This house is a pain in my ass! I used to live here ffs, but most things I’m currently using aren’t things I used before. I’m using their stuff since everything in the basement is crusty and busted. I also permafucked my neck and back from carrying Oscar’s litter downstairs…