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autism

  • Jeez.

    I had a spectacular meltdown this afternoon. It was a sight to behold. Triggered by mom, as most of them are. I got overwhelmed REALLY fast and asked her to stop the thing she was doing because I could feel it coming. The rumble zone. After 40 years of having…

  • I’m so bad at communicating with other humans and everyone seems to either be mad at me about something and/or thinks I’m a dumbass. Maybe I should quit. Just…quit. I’m tired of it and emotionally exhausted. I never liked most people anyways, so why do I try? Maybe it’s just…

  • a bit better

    I went out with peer support girl today, she was made aware of my request for a switch, and apologized for the things she did and said, and told me to tell her if she fucks up in the future. I said okay, and asked my therapist to hold off…