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life

  • I decided to try powder foundation since liquid is kind of gross-feeling in my opinion. Felt like I had goop on my face that wouldn’t completely dry. I could not stand that feeling and I felt it didn’t cover my pores all that well. My old powder foundation worked a…

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  • Affirm is weird. Even after paying all my bills for the month and my banking app says it’s all been deducted from my account, I still have more money in the bank than I should. One month, they put mostly all of the money I paid back into my account…

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  • It’s 2025!

    Happy new year! 🥳

  • The scale in my parents bathroom is telling me I’ve gained five pounds, and I don’t believe it. There’s got to be something wrong with that thing. I’ve been so nauseous that I haven’t had the drive to eat that much, and I’m also on the Ozempic. So what the…

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  • Anxiety.

    I have terrible anxiety today, maybe because I forgot to take my provigil when I took my pills? I have forgotten it several times but never had this happen. It’s all I can think of that’s different. I think I just want to go back on my old mediocre meds…

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  • Some people are so dishonest. Buy the cheapest shit from Temu and resale it on Etsy for a 16000% profit (an example I just came across). I will not support sellers who do that, and now I’m paranoid about being ripped off. I really did not know people did that.…

  • I decided to try the moisturiser I got for Christmas and yuck! It’s not clear or white, it looks like tan foundation and smells kinda funny! Is it supposed to be like that?? I’m confused haha It also didn’t want to come off my hands. I washed and washed. I…

  • Ugh, I am getting my hair buzzed next month. It is getting on my damn nerves because the lady at the Greatclips or whichever place it was (I get them mixed up) wouldn’t cut it short enough. This time I’m just telling them to buzz it to one length all…

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  • Medication is changed again. I already forgot what the new ones are called haha. I hope this will fix the problem and maybe improve my depression and anxiety…at least this new one won’t make me gain weight. I forgot to ask about a higher dose of Provigil/Nuvigil.  Because my brain…

  • I have to change meds again. The anger and rage I’ve been experiencing since starting the new medication is fucking disturbing. I talked to my psychiatrist’s nurse and she promised to talk to my psychiatrist and get back to me tomorrow. I want to get this fixed asap, I have…

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