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  • I found out why the vision in my right eye degraded so fast after surgery. It’s a secondary cataract which I will need to have “polished off” with laser treatment.  Apparently, secondary cataracts happen about 50% of the time after surgery, and they sometimes take only weeks to form. Eye…

  • This is gonna be a problem.

    I had the cataract surgery at the asscrack of dawn and all my glasses are now obsolete. I can mostly see things that are further away, but my up close vision is awful, to say the least. It’s gonna be a problem. I got some reading glasses and while they…

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  • I seem to be free of the crud. Guess it was a short-lasting virus. Tomorrow at 6am is my cataract surgery! I’m not going to bother trying to sleep. I probably need to leave at 5 to get there. I go back Tuesday for my one day checkup. I’m going…

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  • I think I got the crud. I hope it’s a 24-48 hour virus at most. I probably got it at the doctors office. It’s either that, or mild food poisoning. I’ve been chugging pepto bismol. My former individual support lady, Denise, got the owl plush I got her and she…

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  • I just want a neck.

    So, I’ve begun looking into getting a neck lift. I’ve looked into care credit which does cover it and have contacted several surgeons who take care credit. I’ve already heard back from several and plan to request virtual consultations. I don’t really have the luxury of driving to Charlotte or…

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  • Ffs!

    This change in medication is really hitting me hard. I almost had a complete meltdown in fucking Ulta. I thought my head was gonna explode! It was really embarrassing even though I don’t know if anyone actually saw me freaking out. I really hope it’s the sudden change and not…

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  • Look what I found

    I’m ordering this wig off Etsy; I can’t grow my hair out anymore because I can’t care for it properly. I miss having long hair but I can’t do it with the scalp condition and whatnot. So, why not wear a wig? I like this one. It’s fluffy but not…

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  • Getting older…

    I feel like I’m in an awkward stage in life, not very young anymore but also not yet middle-aged. Somewhere in between that. I feel like it’s almost “controversial” somehow, to express myself with clothing, tattoos and piercings at my age. According to some others, people my age are “too…

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  • I’m feeling very aggressive today. I’m lying down and watching YouTube videos and I’ve stopped myself from calling about four different people in the comments “fucking wankers” 😂 I want to do it so bad but I won’t because I’m not a troll (usually) and I loathe confrontation. I feel…

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  • I was at China King tonight and was going to the buffet and this lady gave me a literal cross. I think it was because of how I was dressed. I gave it to my mom. Nice gesture, nice lady. I’m not religious but I’m not a devil worshipper either…

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