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  • I checked my bank app and am now only $11 in the red. There are mysteriously no more pending charges. I hope that means nothing more will come out. You tell me that isn’t fucking weird. Something is glitching for sure. Why do I have so many appointments this week?…

  • Thank fuck the power is back on. I am now $45 in the red and it’s going to get worse. Mom said we’d do something about it. What, I don’t know. I have been severely bamboozled. The worst bamboozlement. Mom said I should add and subtract what I buy and…

  • I took a coat I bought on Etsy to the UPS store and said “I need to send this coat to Pakistan.” and they were speechless. 🤣 Turns out it would cost me about $300. So what the fuck do I do? That’s more than twice what I paid for…

  • Someone, once again, claims they have identified Jack the Ripper. And once again, I don’t believe it. I don’t think any of their evidence is a smoking gun. The media outlet I saw it on took it as gospel truth without asking any good questions and that deeply annoyed me.…

  • I’ve gone back to sometimes taking naps at night, usually from 10 to 12. I’m going to start taking an extra half of a Provigil pill, so that’ll make 150mg. I don’t like getting sleepy until I intend to actually go to bed and get my 8 hours. I just…

  • The person I bought my pop socket from told me what I’d have to do to switch the resin bat to the pop socket brand back and I can’t do that, so she said she’d make a new one for me with a 50% discount. I ordered it. I just…

  • Etsy shop

    Behold, my new Etsy shop, https://horrorofbelladonna.etsy.com/ It’s still pretty ugly because I literally just opened it and I’m going to change the icon. I have to get on my laptop to really be able to do anything with it. But there it is. If anyone reads this, please give me a…

  • Google is actual shit. Google accounts are so hard to edit and my “brand account”, not even sure why I have one of those, lists me as male for some reason and I can’t change it. Maybe that’s why I’m seeing these nasty ads of AI women jilling off. I…

  • Communication is good.

    Yes, communication is good. More people should learn to do it. No, Bobbie did not come today, and she couldn’t be bothered to drop me a text and let me know. She was late, so I texted “Everything good?” And she informed me her grandkid had a doctors appointment. Ok…

  • I really don’t feel good. I’ve felt kind of woozy and faint when standing up. Now I’m feeling cold-hot. I have a fan blowing on me but I feel both cold and hot. It’s very uncomfortable. I took a strenuous shower, and I say strenuous because exfoliating my scalp is…