Paige
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One year with treatment. One. Don’t want to say more on that…I don’t have it in me. I will say I’m absolutely gutted. I have no one to talk to either. Everyone leaves… I’m here in my old room. Moved a bunch of crap out of the way, set up…
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I can’t find a stereo set. I want to find another like the one I’ve had for twenty years with a turntable, cd player, tape deck and radio. Why can’t I find one of these on Amazon? The stereo sets are weird as fuck and none have a turntable or…
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Dad came home Sunday and acted a lot better than I anticipated! I am super happy for that. I can actually kind of hold a conversation with him but I have to shout to get his attention. It’s been like that for a couple of years now, but I was…
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Sweet fancy Moses.
Mom drove the SUV into a culvert. The airbags deployed and it was terrifying. When I had the 2003 accident, I was in the backseat with no seatbelt. Stupid, I know, but I was extremely shaken and upset. I obviously did not get hit with the airbag. Well, I found…
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Some cunt(s) at Medicare denied dad’s physical therapy. The doctors at the hospital are thankfully appealing it. That means more days in the friggin hospital. You’re gonna deny PT for someone with CANCER?? FFS, he can’t even walk! Bunch of fucking wankers. They should have to go through what he…
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I feel like I’m taking crazy pills…
Important Note: this is very embarrassing for me, but I’m not going to delete this entry because it’s proof of the cognitive issues I’ve been complaining about for years. I want to show my psychiatrist because I don’t think she understands the extent of it and the incredible distress that…
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New post, because it isn’t appropriate to complain about this stuff in heavy posts. Lauren resigned from ACA yesterday evening. She said she wants to focus on college more. I wish her the best, but I am depressed. I’m already depressed, but it’s just another thing to be depressed about.…
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Diagnosis.
So, dad’s biopsy results. It’s got some stupid ass long name. Metastatic something something carcinoma. A liver cancer. Not curable. Mom told me and I cried for a while. The oncologists at Levine are coming up with a treatment plan. He’s doing physical therapy right now. I don’t know how…
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THANK FUCK, dad got the biopsy today. I don’t know how long it takes to definitively say what it is. Mom says she’s coming home tomorrow! My uncle is picking her up and bringing her back. I’m really looking forward to seeing her, even though we butt heads a lot.…
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This house is a pain in my ass! I used to live here ffs, but most things I’m currently using aren’t things I used before. I’m using their stuff since everything in the basement is crusty and busted. I also permafucked my neck and back from carrying Oscar’s litter downstairs…