Wish you were here…

An anniversary that should not be.

It’s six months today since dad passed.

I have been missing my dad even worse lately. I cry at the drop of a hat. My eyes are welling up at this moment because I’m writing about it.

The same thing happened when my Pawpaw died, it took about six months for it to truly sink. Lots of crying and rage because…I won’t get too into why I was so angry, but it had to do with the hospital’s treatment. I strongly believe they helped to kill him. Anyhow.

It’s just really sucked lately and I’m getting angry at his pcp, who didn’t check him properly although whatever was wrong was extremely visible to anyone with fuctioning eyeballs and two brain cells to rub together.

There is a good reason I don’t have much trust in doctors and hospitals. I’m not going into detail on what they did to me about a month ago because I already have blood pressure issues.

Aaaanyways.

Pippi I think has found a way to get on the table I forified to keep her off of. I had Miss Hellpriestess displayed there and absolutely could not let her near it!

Yeah, her. A convention exclusive thing of which like 1500 exist. This big, beautiful hunk of vinyl cost me about $1700. That was on the less expensive end! $300 of that was interest from Klarna. But yes, this bitch made me broke for a short time but she’s paid off now.

Her value has been damaged a bit for obvious reasons. She’s out of box (why the fuck would someone not take her out?!) and mom damaged the box. If I ever decided to sell her, I definitely wouldn’t get back near what I paid. I could not add damage from orange cat shenanigans to that.

I moved her to the doll palace room.

I am having to do some crazy stuff to cat-proof certain things. I’ve wound up moving everying to the front bedroom (the future Doll Palace as I call it) and have used tinfoil, boxes, I’ve stacked stuff on the stools so she can’t use them to get to Miss Hellpriestesses table, and so on. I can’t wait until she calms down a bit. At the moment, she’s on the sofa with me watching alien shows. Nice and calm. Hope it stays like that for a while!

I found the tinfoil picture. The shelf I was trying to keep her away from was the “sentimental shelf”. She somehow knocked something off anyways and damaged a part of Mister Hideki’s little shrine, where I kept his ashes and a little popsicle stick framed photo of him that dad made made many years ago. He had a very short arts and crafts phase lol. It had feathers and pompoms glued to it and the feathers suddenly just …disappeared. Had to be Pippi’s work. I packed it all up which was a sad thing for me. I wanted to move that stupid recliner because I thought it could help Pippi jump up there, but I couldn’t do it without help. Right now, the shelves are stacked with my non-working printer and whatever large, heavy shit I could find.

I always write pointless details and blabber on. Also, I know it sounds like I don’t like this cat. That’s not the case, sometimes I need to vent about the annoying things she does. I love her to death, it’s just that she’s a little orange cunt sometimes 😆

I do wish she would hurry up and be an adult so she and Oscar can be on equal ground. She really pissed him off! I want to bring him back to my apartment. He’s been at mom’s for close to six months.

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